Feels like deja vu, here I am again writing from Kuala Lumpar waiting for my flight, this time on my way home to Adelaide.
It was a very emotional farewell to Alexander at the airport. I already miss him to bits, in fact, I started missing him about a week before I left. But at the airport I actually cried. Usually when I have to say goodbye to someone I usually clam up and don’t get emotional. My way of dealing with it I guess. But this time was different, and I found it almost impossible to walk away from him. I just cried and said to him “I can’t walk away from you!”
I feel like my life at the moment is part of a novel. I always figured we’d get married, since we have already committed ourselves to each other. But what I didn’t expect was Alexander to propose to me before I left! It’s impossible to explain my happiness and surprise at Alex asking me to marry him on my last day in The Netherlands. Hopefully we will get a chance to tell most of our friends and family before they read this, although I know a few of my friends have already messaged me about our new “Facebook” status. 😉
It’s usually difficult for me to openly show emotions, but when it comes to Alex I have to say that he has changed my life and made me very happy. He is absolutely wonderful to me and we learn more about each other every day we are together. He has shown me how beautiful love really can be.
Hopefully soon he will be here in Australia, the 3 of us amongst all our aussie friends. I know that there are quite a few people looking forward to Alexander coming to Oz, but none as much as I am. 😀